Bii, Don't go...=(

17 nov... 256 days...

That night..

We almost lost each other..

I thought u didnt want me anymore...

You said you don't want me le...

So i said i'll leave...

Before i left.....

I told her to take good care....

And sudd she started to cry...

She cried so hard...

My heart was in pain....So was yours...

Before i could hung up the phone...

At the last minute....

You said "come back bii..."

My heart felt even pain..

I kept silent...I reali didnt know what to say..

Because i was hearing those words you just said, in my mind...

"bii, dont go..."

It felt really sweet and it melted my heart..

I could'nt go...Nor would i go...

I love you so much...

Bii, as long as you tell me not to go...

I wont go...=] Promised...^^

After that, she told me to get some sleep...

I told her to do the same too...

Gd nitey baby...

Always Remember =]

I said i would stop writing my diary bcuz sum's been reading it witout my permission n i hated it!
Therefore im goin to start blogging here instead..Its d safest place i can keep stuff frm dem...

14nov...

Bii scolded me..bcuz she was worried for me bout going to penang..
Almost ended up apart bt didnt....I wouldnt let dat happen...
She cried so hard....I was speechless....Im jz nt really gd at making sum1 happy..
Sry bii...But i promise u, tat i would come home safely...
All in ONE PIECE....=D
But you muz also promise me to take good care of yourself..

Remember wad i oways say....

1. Drnk lotsa WATER!
2. Sleep early...
3. No TEA!! or cold drnks!!
4. Dont forget to bathe!!
5. Rest when ure tired...
6. Eat on time...Dont ikat perut!!
7. Dont catch a cold...Drnk warm wtr in da morning...
8. Dont simply spend money..
9. Dont simply eat junks...UNHEALHTY..=.=
10. I <3 you, honey....=]

P/s: I love YOu...

My Juliet...I ♥ You...

Oh yeah~

I cant stop..

Wun stop ♥-ing u...^^

Evryday..There's a new memory..

N most of it..Is a gd n happy 1...

But life goes up n down..

So, surely there will b sad times...

U even felt tat our ♥♥♥ ....

Is growin more n more each day...

Its a gd thing...=]

Babe,

My Juliet,

GuaiGuaii,

BaoBei,

BaoBao,

Cheese.B,

XiangXiang,

ShaSha,

BiiBii Luii,

Honey,

Dear,

Lpz....

I ♥ You...

I.Miss.You.-Talking to Da Moon...

I know you're somewhere out there

Somewhere far away

I want you back,

I want you back...

My neighbors think

I'm crazy

But they don't understand

You're all I have,

You're all I have...

At night when the stars

light up my room

I sit by myself...

Talking to the Moon

Try to get to You

In hopes you're on

the other side

Talking to me too

Or am I a fool

who sits alone

Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous

The talk of the town

They say

I've gone mad

Yeah

I've gone mad

But they don't know

what I know

Cause when the

sun goes down

someone's talking back

Yeah

They're talking back

At night when the stars

light up my room

I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon

Try to get to You

In hopes you're on

the other side

Talking to me too

Or am I a fool

who sits alone

Talking to the moon

Do you ever hear me calling?

Cause every night 

I'm talking to the moon

Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on

the other side

Talking to me too

Or am I a fool

who sits alone

Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there

Somewhere far away......

I.Miss.You.Dear.

Oncoming Backpack Trip to S'pore!!

Lolx...Hols passes so fast...
Its bout to skol reopen soon....
I hate it!! Coz it means HARDWORK + STUDY again!
Aww.....DANG!


Rite, Im finaly confrmed...
Goin to S'pore tis Thur 8.10pm plane..
Reach there 9.15pm..
Lolx...Jz to get tis trip...
I argue wit my mama n papa n mei alot...
Coz clash dou wit my plans on Thur!!
Make me so geram a....
I hate it when stuff clashes wit my plans!!


Anyway skip d bad memory part...
I dun wana talk all bout it in detail...
Very blood sucking annoying....
So jz wana say im goin to S'PORE~!
Hope d trip dont suck o im so goin to get pist off again....


I've plan to visit a few places....
Ex: orchard road, harbour front, marina area, war memorial....
Other more go there only decide....^^


Haiz.....
Tdy a.... macam an unlucky day..
Whole day ppl argue here n there....
Evry1 stress ke?
Aiyo~
X mood to write more....Gtg...~
Bye...

Christmas Eve... I jz dun hv d spirit...==

Soon christmas wil b cuming...
Sadly i couldnt find my christmas spirit..
Im like nt in tis world anymore..
I duno where has d "spirit for events" went to...
Everytime gt any celebration...
Like new year, christmas, winter festive o anything....
Ppl can b damn happy n excited...
I used to b crazy bout  all these festive...
Bt as im growing bigger...
I lost spirit n intrest in all those...
It all jz like ntg to me....
Yikes gotta off...
Sumbody's bak!!

Tdy's d 23rd!! Nt a very gd day....

Why i say its a bad day?
Well...coz it means SKOL REOPEN is NEAR!!
Normally i will love skol reopen....
Bt tis time...I feel like its DISASTER waiting for me in da future upcoming year!!
T^T
Is there anyway i can get through tis year without happening any unwated stuff??
So many things im afraid of rite nw...
1stly im afraid of losing u...
2nd my STUDIES!!
3rd stress....><
So many more bt lazy to write...


So many times i told myself i muz study hard tdy...
Bt in d end...I din do it...
I jz couldnt get my butt to move it!!
I em sek dak leave tis hols!!
It passes too fast!! NO!!!
I got a reali bad feelin...
Tat if i dun force myself o treat myself cruely...
I wun get any better result than last year...
Coz tis year is my worst result!
Failed 5 subs!! Incredible!
If tis new year i do d same...
I can say...SPM i can jz DROP out..


Im goin to end my post as a prayer here..
Jz for fun...Bt i mean it...


Lord, i nid u....
Nid u so badly...
Nid u to help me...
Gimme wisdom...
Gimme strength to keep focusing...
May i nt b distracted...
I nid d same kind of spirit u gave me during my PMR year...
Bt tis year...i'll nid x2 of dat same spirit....
I nid to b more hardworking n strive harder....
May i rmbr n und watever i study o, Lord..
All tis i pray in Jesus name...Amen...^^