Haix...mummy went to Kuala Selangor tdy....
Dump me at home...
Stuck at d PC...Tv yao x astro de...Cant watch anything..
I hate to face d books at home even though i CANT STOP thinkin bout it...
Coz my mum DRILL d word S-T-U-D-Y....in MY HEAD!!
Its driving me crazy...I get nervous whenever tat word POPS! in my head...
I study more than i had any fun PER WEEK!!
Im nt sure wehther am i made for study??
I GUESS NOT...
Im made to DANCE....!!
BORN FRM DA BO0MBOX!!
Self-express ya noe...=]
Another thing...Im SINGLE♥ agian!!
Reason??
Im doin tis for GOD...
And...im TIRED OF DATING n i DUN WANA turn any innocent ppl into L like ME...><
Im giving myself time to b bak to a NORMAL gurl...
And also im NOT READY YET to date any1...
Coz i dun wana ply any1's feeling...
N i support...Hving an everlasting relationship 4eva..^^
(P/s: My muii aka Cheese.b gave me inspiration on tis EVERLASTING REALTIONSHIP!!
Although she alwayz complain she has x experience b4...Bt she's smart la...♥♥)
Till ya old!! xD
Okay...Reasons y i dated LASTIME...
Last time i was younger n smaller...
I thought tat was TRUE ♥♥♥♥...
I gt messed up in my feelings which wan is FREN ♥ Or TruE ♥ ...
Bt nw,..as i look bak...
I realized tat....Its nt wat i thought...
It was jz puppy love...
Bt many of US...TEENAGERS...
SERIOUSLY dun realize tat...Including ME!!
Bt since i've realize tat nw...
Im glad to giv u any advice...(if u nid..)
Im glad i do realize tat nw....^^
So i dun hv to hurt any1....
N evry1 can b happier n enjoy their life....
Rather den i hurt dem so BAD n dey suffer 4 d rest of their life..
Bt i NEVER meant to hurt any1...
Tats SO NOT ME...
If i hurt u b4...
Im REALI SORRY...
Especialy if i didnt realized tat i've hurt u...
If i could turn bak time...
I will advoid doin d same mistakes again...
Coz i reali regret it nw....
Im also glad tat my EX's...
Many of dem has finaly bcum normal...
N found d person dey ♥...=D
Although i kinda miss d feeling of ♥♥♥...
Bt i still noe where i can find ♥....
I can find ♥...~
Frm..
♥Friends
♥My Bestie ^^
♥Family!!
♥Any1!!
It all depends on JZ HW U C IT!!
Coz different ppl express ♥ diffrently~
Coz nobody's da same!!
God created US differently....
For a purpose...(dun ask me wad purpose...Im NT GOD...)
Sum ppl shw ♥ in a different way....
Example....
Parents..their ♥ r ROUGH n HARSH...Which many of us dun like it n tend to HATE dem bak...
Dey NAG n SCOLD us like mad dogs jz for 1 REASON...Dey ♥ n care for u!!
Although friends can seem to ♥ u more than ur family....
Bt bt BT!! Think of d MOST IMPORTANT like LIFE VS DEATH...
♥Times when u were a BABY...Did ur friends help u clean ur diaper n SHIT?? NO rite?? It was ur parents...n who feed u since small?? Ur parents!!
♥Who gave u $$ to spend n go to skol??? Ur parents!!
♥When things turns REAL bad...n many ppl HATES u for it...Ur jz-friends most likely, 80% will turn away frm u...Ur bestie, 15%....Bt ur FAMILY!! Its only 5% in tis whole world!!
Trust me...Evry1 i say...I've really spend alot of time observing d ppl in tis world...
N i've heard many oppnions....
Dun eva hurt d ppl tat ♥ u most....
Its especialy NICE to win in a fight....
Bt dun 4get....
U'll also lose d person ♥ tat u ♥ or tat person ♥ u MOST...
Its still nt late to turn bak n repent...
As long ure still ALIVE....
When there's a will....There's a WAY!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥ ^^
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