Tdy i finaly knew d truth...though i noe tis will happen yet i still wana b wit her..coz i REALI love her...Bt i did scold myself coz i knew wad i DID SAY bfore n i noe i'm DOING d same stupid thing tat i told ppl nt to do it...Yea it's reali dumb n idoit n F***ing crazy...Bt I NOE I'M WRONG N I NOE WHERE I'M WRONG AT...bt u jz hv to ACCEPT D FACT ok?? It's hard...i noe...bt do keep in mind....NOT ALL THINGS GOES UR WAY!! n U CANOT CONTROL MY LIFE...COZ URE NOT MY GOD...Sry to say tis la...i'm nt scolding any1...jz wana write out wad i feel...bt u can still say I'M WRONG....n i wun care...coz i ALREADY noe i'm wrong..u dun hv to keep on saying me da...i'm clear of wad i said last time n i'm clear of wad i'm doing nw...U jz dun like me of wad i'm doin nw...bt wad can u do bout it??Who r u to make me do wat i dun like o?? WHO R U!! U GOT NO RIGHT!! u can jz advice n convince me for my own gd tatz all...i will und ok??? bt d rest is for me to decide...sum of u also got no right to campur tangan in my prob o relationship wit her coz tat between me n her je...
It's wrong to u...coz u jz cant accept d fact...well tat's UR PROB...nt mine...i cannot tell u wad to do...u can only decide on ur own...nobody can make u do sumthing u dun like und?? Anyway...i love her 100%...n i love u guys 100%...i noe it looks like i love her more than u all..bt every1's d same to me...coz V ARE ALL humans....n NT ALIENS...I wun blame any1 EXCEPT MYSELF....u can STOP accusing me..i noe i'm WRONG n i've HURT her ALOT n very DEEP...N d word 'SORRY' isnt goin to help repair anything...So it's up to u to jz accept d truth...Y do u wan to b angry bcause of me?I'm nt worth it ok?? I'm nt a gd fren to u all...so u can ignore me...n i UND....Save ur energy n strength for other things la....STOP FIGHTING N HATING PPL can anot????? Wan to hate ppl den hate me lar...I made u all like tat wan wad.....
Nw i told u all d truth u all YAO NT HAPPI N BU SHUANG me...bt u IMAGINE wad if i continue to keep tis a secret...WONT IT B WORST?? it's bcuz i GOT THINK of u all de feelings lar ok...jz tat there r sum choices i hv to decide n it will hurt sum ppl...i gt no other way to solve tis lar...u und??? I did think bout d AKIBAT if i told d truth...i can feel it's VERY BAD...bt i gt no choice...I LOVE HER n i wana b wit her...tis will hurt u all n make alot of ppl angry...bt MANY ppl has started to accept us being togther wad...Y cant u 3 jz accept it??I noe i look like so selfish..bt ladies u dun UND!! U gt d wrong picture n wrong story.... I noe i'm TOO MUCH...bt remember...no matter HOW GD A PERSON IS....TAT PERSON WILL MAKE MISTAKES N HURT ATLEAST SUM1...NOBODY'S LIFE IS PERFECT....So if i've hurt u all...n make u all angry...i jz hope u 3 can accept us togther n dun mind it dy lar....n forgive me 1 day..dun waste ur energy n time on us...focus on ur own life la...wat's DONE is DONE...ntg can b changed coz I WONT LEAVE HER NO MATTER WAD...
I guess dissapearing silently frm tis world is d best...coz i like it tat way...btw tis post isnt FULLY (NT EVEN 50%) explained totaly...so u can ignore tis dumb post...as u like la..mayb life would b better WITHOUT ME...RITE??? Haha...without me u wun feel hurt...u wont b angry...n ur frenship will b better....So i will dissapear without u knowing i exist...i only exist in my OWN world...where there is HER n sum frens which unds me even in difficult times....I noe who dey r bt i wun say it out....coz tat would seem unfair....n mayb tat person would b perasan pulak o~~
I dun wan anymore trouble or fight or probs...i jz wana settle tis broken frenship ASAP...so u can b happy n i can enjoy my life with her too...nobody deserves to b blamed n live in a life full of hurt n guilt....tatz y i'm confessing everything nw...n admit i'm wrong n i've hurt ppl n i've been selfish...bt SUM OF U STILL DONT UNDERSTAND D WHOLE STORY n even u und sum of u still DUWN WAN ACCEPT D TRUTH....!! WTF!! So if ure blur n duno much...u better dun talk much nor gossip bout tis....jz keep it to urself...Less talk will hv less PROB.....Agree???
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