Am i ur medicine?

Im wondering these few days...

When i was wit u n i knew u were using me to 4get her....

Y did i still let u use me when i noe in d end im goin to get super hurt?

N y didnt i thought bout tis earlier??

Am i ur medicine?

Ur medicine to heal urself n protect urself frm d hurt u feel each time she says sumthing u dun wana hear?

Haix....

Am i reali ur medicine??

A medicine tat u use till its finished all up to d bottom...

Left without a drop....

N den u throw it away??

Is tat it??Am i tat???

Cant u jz appreciate d ppl who reali loves u??

Y do u hv to treat dem like garbage??

When u love dem...u love dem...

When u dont love dem anymore....

U jz end d whole relationship..

N pretend ntg ever happen between u n tat person..

(How u even do tat?To me tat kind of person is evil...so so evil...)

(It means tat person is d most HORRIBLE n TAK BERHATI PERUT person...)

N jz leave dem...ignoring their evry pain...

N also cut off ur watever relationship n frenship wit dem...

Did u ever think....

When ure in pain...

V once cared for u...

Making u feel better in every way v r able to...

Making u laugh by making a fool of ourselves..

Bt u didnt care much bout us...

U jz followed ur feelings all d time...

If ure happy..u treat ppl gd n love dem...

Bt if ure sad,hurt,angry...

U pull d ppl around u down d water...

N when its our turn to b hurt,sad,angry...

U didnt put much effort into making us feel better...

U jz tried abit den FINE..

Yea..i noe to u it means ATLEAST u did tried rite??

Haix...nvm...i dun wan to calculate so much wit u..

Bt did u ever thought tat...

Whatever actions u do towards me n other ppl...

Sometimes it hurts me n dem??

Mayb u didnt realize...bt i hope u wun do d same mistake..

I jz wan wats bez for u...

Tatz y i'm listing out every mistake u did..

So tat u noe where ure wrong...

N tat ure ablt to change..

I'm also thinkin tat..

Did u realize tat ur luv for me isnt real after all??

Or its real bt u jz gt tired of it bcuz of d pressure around u?

Hw could u date a person n still think of others at d same time?

Tat isnt called love for d person ure wit nw...

I'm so frustrated...coz u jz left without a proper explaination...

N i'm even MORE frustrated coz u wont talk to me anymore...

N also without a reason tat u jz silent urself towards me....

It's driving me crazy....coz if u think tatz d best way to make me let u go....

I think its nt d right way...coz instead, it'll make me think more n more...

I jz duno hw i fell so in love wit ur ENCHANTED love words...

Wit d way u put words...it makes me so in love wit u..

Dang~~!!!