Help n Thx...~

I'm gettin more n more confuse...
1 minute i'm thinkin of u..
Next minute i'm thinkin of another person..
N d next minute i think of sum1 else...
Bt 1 BIG prob..these ppl r celebrities (U noe WHO ) n skol frens...
I duno wad my heart wans nw..
I no longer feel like i'm myself dy..
I'm lost..drowned into my ownself...
Who can help me get out of this misery??
I cant think much...coz i dun wana make things worst..
My body's on fire..hotter than u..
I cant take tis heat in me....
I'm goin crazy...i think SO MUCH..
In jz 1 day...
Pls cum bak...i nid u...to help me...
I noe..onli u can help me....
Coz v both r d FREAKS n WEIRD ones in tis world....
Which also means "special" in a way..
Haha....
Bt of cuz....v r jz frens....gd buddies dat r crazy funny...
Cum bak n pull me out of tis hot water i'm drowning into...
Day by day...things gets GLOOMIER...
n darker...
I dont hv much time...
Guess i'll hv to turn to God...coz He's ALWAYZ...
The solution to all my probs...He helps me without me noticing...
I managed to survive through hard times bcuz of U, Lord....
I love u so much....thx for choosing me...
thx for everything u've given me...
Thx for every opportunity....
I'm grateful to u...ntg is better than U....
Bt i pray...tat everyday is GD n a HAPPY day for me...